Giving away

Kinda of suck thinking that after so much effort, you have to send them away. But it's been my belief that they should create their own path. But why am I feeling like this....

Probably I'm just tired and it's not the same anymore. But I can say no. And I didnt, so it me to be blame.

Ironically, I didn't have this feeling until now. Seeing so many potential ppl leaving. I honestly can develop them all by myself! And I don't want their opportunity to be miss....

I hope my decision are good ones. I hope it will turn out good for all. I hope I can be proud of them. I hope.... Is a very dangerous word....

Now...back to basic. Developing ppl again from scratch. I hope I can pick up faster and train them faster with efficiency.

I hope....


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Annoying calls"

Just don't get, why must ppl keep calling and ask
the same damn question every single time. If it is not important, I don't see the importance of calling! Argh.... So frustrated....

Probably I'm different...but I just need some peace and quiet! Issit too much to ask!?

Someone...just stab me please.....

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Anxiety

Hahaha... Too much caffaine!!! Too much stress!!! Too much thinking!!! Too much everything else!! So too much of a good thing is bad enough!

What an ordeal of 2weeks. Being sick and told not to consume caffaine! Caffaine!! It's like I can't take ice teas!! Teas!! My favorite drink of all time

Prob I had enough already... And about time to start drinking plain water. No wonder the French put "sparkling" in water. Hahaha

But it's been relaxing at the same time. I got to think what I really want in life. After I did so much. Why stop now.

It's looks like I need to think less, hope less and work smart...


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Unbearable

I was sick for 4days. Can you believe it? 4days!! It is because of my heart... It's beating too fast!! And sometimes irregular beatings. Kinda strange when the doctor speculate it's caffeine. So I'm cutting back caffeine. Even tea!! Tea!! Haizz... So sad.. Hahaha.. Hope eveything will turn up well.

Issit stress? Can't be... Issit the workload?? What can it be??

Argh.... I'm just not well. I think I rest now


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I didn't get the house!!! Grr... Oh well

Haiz...

Haizzzz...

Can't describe the feeling right now. Pissed? No. Sad?? No

Oh yes, dissapointed, that's the word. I do not understand why I hope to begin with. Or issit because the system allows you to hope for something you want? Keep getting dissapointments and changes. Probably I'm not use to be dissapointed and changing so many things. Hahaha... Crazy...




This is exactly how I am feeling right now... Hahaha


Otw to work. Love Chinese garden view from the station. Haiz... Thinking of the house again... Probably i should consider clementi after all :P. Hmm how about redhill? Or duxton?? Shut up Dzul :O

Lucky I'm gog to work, take my mind out of this topic... So demoralizing

My heart is not in sync with my mind

Been feeling sucky these past few days, lazy to do anithing. Even if I set somthing to do, I feel the void of emptiness and turn out not doing anything after that. Work been great, things that go wrong, end up being okie at the end of the day. Probably because I slow down or have different perspective in live now. I hope it would make me a better person.



Going to work... Lazy... Hahaha... I hope this phase goes out soon. It's really unhealthy.


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