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Anxiety

Hahaha... Too much caffaine!!! Too much stress!!! Too much thinking!!! Too much everything else!! So too much of a good thing is bad enough!

What an ordeal of 2weeks. Being sick and told not to consume caffaine! Caffaine!! It's like I can't take ice teas!! Teas!! My favorite drink of all time

Prob I had enough already... And about time to start drinking plain water. No wonder the French put "sparkling" in water. Hahaha

But it's been relaxing at the same time. I got to think what I really want in life. After I did so much. Why stop now.

It's looks like I need to think less, hope less and work smart...


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Unbearable

I was sick for 4days. Can you believe it? 4days!! It is because of my heart... It's beating too fast!! And sometimes irregular beatings. Kinda strange when the doctor speculate it's caffeine. So I'm cutting back caffeine. Even tea!! Tea!! Haizz... So sad.. Hahaha.. Hope eveything will turn up well.

Issit stress? Can't be... Issit the workload?? What can it be??

Argh.... I'm just not well. I think I rest now


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I didn't get the house!!! Grr... Oh well

Haiz...

Haizzzz...

Can't describe the feeling right now. Pissed? No. Sad?? No

Oh yes, dissapointed, that's the word. I do not understand why I hope to begin with. Or issit because the system allows you to hope for something you want? Keep getting dissapointments and changes. Probably I'm not use to be dissapointed and changing so many things. Hahaha... Crazy...




This is exactly how I am feeling right now... Hahaha


Otw to work. Love Chinese garden view from the station. Haiz... Thinking of the house again... Probably i should consider clementi after all :P. Hmm how about redhill? Or duxton?? Shut up Dzul :O

Lucky I'm gog to work, take my mind out of this topic... So demoralizing

My heart is not in sync with my mind

Been feeling sucky these past few days, lazy to do anithing. Even if I set somthing to do, I feel the void of emptiness and turn out not doing anything after that. Work been great, things that go wrong, end up being okie at the end of the day. Probably because I slow down or have different perspective in live now. I hope it would make me a better person.



Going to work... Lazy... Hahaha... I hope this phase goes out soon. It's really unhealthy.


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Virgin post on iPhone

Wow... So much ease... Prob I post my thots over here


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Should

Its a weird feeling. But i always keeping getting this. Probably i shouldn't have high expectations on people. But i must... at least...each person must be given a space to shine. At least a space...ehehe...

I'm very angst with couple of people i know. But when i reflect, i conclude that most of the time..i have higher expectations on them without them knowing...WHAHAHA...and most of the time when scolded them, its seem as if they done it before and i think they "should" know

"Should is a very bad word....

Should
–auxiliary verb

1.	pt. of shall.

2.	(used to express condition): Were he to arrive, I should be pleased.

3.	must; ought (used to indicate duty, propriety, or expediency): You should not do that.

4.	would (used to make a statement less direct or blunt): I should think you would apologize.

Taken from www.dictionary.com

I like to say... "U should, I think, Who do?" hehehehe

its been a great month. Looking forward for June



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