I didn't get the house!!! Grr... Oh well

Haiz...

Haizzzz...

Can't describe the feeling right now. Pissed? No. Sad?? No

Oh yes, dissapointed, that's the word. I do not understand why I hope to begin with. Or issit because the system allows you to hope for something you want? Keep getting dissapointments and changes. Probably I'm not use to be dissapointed and changing so many things. Hahaha... Crazy...




This is exactly how I am feeling right now... Hahaha


Otw to work. Love Chinese garden view from the station. Haiz... Thinking of the house again... Probably i should consider clementi after all :P. Hmm how about redhill? Or duxton?? Shut up Dzul :O

Lucky I'm gog to work, take my mind out of this topic... So demoralizing

My heart is not in sync with my mind

Been feeling sucky these past few days, lazy to do anithing. Even if I set somthing to do, I feel the void of emptiness and turn out not doing anything after that. Work been great, things that go wrong, end up being okie at the end of the day. Probably because I slow down or have different perspective in live now. I hope it would make me a better person.



Going to work... Lazy... Hahaha... I hope this phase goes out soon. It's really unhealthy.


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